Yesterday, one year ago, I met my second child. I knew having a second would change things. I knew it would be harder than I was used to. It would shake up routines and create new anxieties in my momma heart. I knew my husband and I would have to figure out our relationship again and how this new person fit into our family. I knew, basically, that my life wasn't going to be the same.
But I never anticipated just how radical the changes would be.
Today, one year ago, was the day we learned our son "might" have Down syndrome.
How do I sum up a year? A year that has felt like a lifetime. A year that gave me so much pain, growth, love, fear, and joy.
All I can think of is my Cooperman. How I wanted him so badly, how we built him and I felt him grow inside of me, how when I met him I knew he was mine, and also I knew something was different.
I want him to feel loved, seen, and accepted.
I want him to find joy easily.
I want him to have fulfillment and sucess.
I want him to be strong and able to work for the things he wants.
I want him to love himself and feel proud of who he is.
I want him to be happy!
If you're here, thank you for being here. You have been a part of helping me and my son realize how worthy of life we really are. We are thankful for the support and love each of you!
Thank you to the boy who changed everything. To the boy who changed me and will continue to change me for the better.
Happy Birthday, Coopy!
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